Alahai. Ramai pulak ajak meroyan malam ni. Saket dah rahang ni gelakk sekalian jelitawan jelitawon. Hahaha. Oh banyak lagi kerja tak siap rupanya. Assignment? Belambakkk. Hahaha. Malam ni tido lambat sikit kot. Siapkan mana patot. Hehe. Okaaay nak sambung meroyan balek. Dorang ni memang suka kasi tia semput memalam bebuta ni. Hahaha. Goodnight pada semua yang dah nak tidoo. Sleep tight. Sweetdream. Love you. :)

KAN MANIS HASIL KESABARAN ITU.

♥

Lah Ahmad - Adinda (HD)

sweetness. :)

MUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYY saket gigi. :'(

It's been a long tieme since I update blog ni. All this time, I've been buliding up my strength. And guess what. I did it! I'm a strong girl. You REALLY can't bring me down. I have enough of happiness. My girlfriends are superb! They were like, my cotton candy. Sweet. And beautiful. Oh yes, I have tonsssss of pending assignmnets. Which, yes, need to be done asap. Alahai. -___- Too many things to do. But I'm happy. Ngee, I have this weird habit of feeling happy kalau ada kije banyak. Pffft. A weirdo. I know. Hahaha. Mata merah, bengkak sebab tahan ngantok. So till then, nak kroh sat. Satg bangun balek. Ngee. Much love, People. :)

GEMBIRA. DAN BAHAGIA. :)

Kadang-kadang.

Rasa menyesal kongsi cerita dengan awak. Awak buat saya rasa macam tak bermakna. Awak cuma mendengar sekadar mendengar. In fact, awak tak amek pusing pon. Kenapa ek? Kalau time awak ada masalah, saya dengar sepenoh hati. Saya rasa sedih setengah mati kalau tengok awak sedih. Tapi kenapa ek? Awak macam tade perasaaan bila bende yang tak elok jadi kat saya? Awak suka perhatian, saya tahu. Girls love attention, well, who doesn't? Tapi kenapa asyik nak orang je focus diri awak? Awak kene tahu, kene give and take in life. Lagi lagi dalam friendship kan. Saya tak professor sangat pon dalam hal persahabatan semua ni. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya saya ada perasaan. Dalam hati awak, saya tak tahu lah macam mana, sbb saya takboleh baca isi kandungan hati awak tu, tapi kan, action speaks louder than word. Nak orang sayang awak, awak pon kene belajar sayang orang. Maafkan saya, tapi kadang-kadang kalau saya punya rasa kurang senang dengan seseorang, saya akan buat tak layan je. Cakap macam nak taknak je. Maafkan saya, itu kelemahan saya. Ammm. Hargai orang sekeliling. Jangan sekadar pikir diri sendiri. Sedar mana silap. Mintak maap dan berusaha tuk tidak ulanginya lagi. Pesanan ni bukan untuk awak sahaja, untuk diri saya juga. :)

Haven't smile this wide sinceee, well, I'm not sure bila last time senyum gini lebar. Sincerely from my heart. Beautiful, wonderful people around me, Oh, I heart them so much. And yes, just distract you vision out of my egg-like face. Ahah funny enough. Lovesss. :)

:)

TEARS. LAUGH. HAPPY. SAD. GOOD. BAD.

You and I. We are just the same. Stop blaming and let's moving on. Its a beautiful life. Live it. :)

"Ah yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it." -The Lion King.

LIFE IS OKAY. HEHE HAVING ALLAH, WONDERFUL GIRLFRIENDS, FAMILY, JOHAN AND ZIZAN (wt? hahaha) BY MY SIDE, SO YES, I'M DOING FINE. WAYYYY BETTER THAN I COULD HAVE IMAGINE. BOLEH JE IDUP TANPA YOU. IN FACT, I DAH TAKNAK CKP PSL YOU DAH. HAHA. I'M DELETING YOU FROM MY MEMORY. RAM OTAK I NI TAK BESAR SGT, LETAK YOU DAH MAMPAT SITU. HAAHA. ALLAH DAH ADE PLAN YG LAGI BAEK TUK I. I PERCAYA ITU. OH ITS A HAPPY DAY. AND DAYS AFTER AKAN LAGI AWESOME, INSHAALLAH.


I ADE AZAM BARU. HAHA THOUGH ITS ALREADY FEBRUARY, BUT WHO CARES? LOL. I NAK EXERCISEEEE BANYAK BANYAK. GET A HEALTHY BODY. I NAK DEKATKAN LAGI DIRI DENGAN ALLAH. GET A PEACEFUL SOUL. I NAK DEKATKAN LAGI DIRI DENGAN SEMUA ORANG YANG I SAYANG. GET A MEANINGFUL LIFE. I NAK DEKATKAN DIRI DENGAN BELAJAR. GET A NICE JOB AND FUTURE. I NAK DEKATKAN DIRI DENGAN SEMUA MANUSIA KAT SEKELILING I. GET A FRIEND. :)

KATA EMAK, JAGA SOLAT, BACA QURAN, INGAT ALLAH, INGAT DIRI, ATEH AKAN SELAMAT. THANKS A MILLION MAAA.

SO EVERYBODY OUT THERE, YANG ADA MASALAH, YANG ADA KOMPLIKASI DALAM JIWA, TIDAK LUPA PADA MEREKA YANG ALHAMDULILLAH, MASEH TENANG TANPA MASALAH, SEMOGA ANDA SEMUA BAHAGIA. SEMOGA ANDA SEMUA DISAYANGI.

LOTSOFLOVE, tia.

G.NA | I'll Back Off So You Can Live (ft. BEAST's Junhyung & Doojoon) [H...

You can't bring me down. I'm letting you go. Its your lost, not mine. Don't come and say you're sorry too soon. In fact, even in thousands years to come, I'm afraid I still be saying no. You'd hurt me so much. You don't deserve my tears. Mimie, thanks for being there for me, for mending my heart. I love you B. Su and Pah, you're right. He is not the one for me. Allah did have another plan for me kan? :) Kak Izni, you're my best sister. Thanks for alwaysss listening to my craps hehe and you just pull me away from my problems. Thank you so much Beautifuls. May Allah bless your day, your life. Your happiness is my happiness. Lots of love, Tia. :)

I'm scared. That's all.

Mood terumbang-ambing. Hidup Alhamdulillah maseh bernyawa Allah kasi kesempatan. Tapi biasalah manusia, kadang kadang ada naik turunnya. I'm flooded with the tears this week. I'll give you another chance. If today macam semalam, I'm not going to forgive you anyhow. This girl ain't like what you expected. She's is a girl who afraid of love, because she already lost so much. I'm fragile. You knew that. Just say another sorry. Embrace your mistake. :/

If you want me, why don't you show me? If you care about me, why don't you show me? If you love me, why don't you tell me? If you want, care and love me that much, you won't be doing this. I'm tired of chasing over people. If you are that sincere enough, you will come and get me.

SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE THAT BREAKS YOUR HEART. :(

Tade mood nak update pape kt sini. Banyak je nak potpet. Tapi ntahlah. Tengoklah satg sehari dua lagi, kalau mood dah ade balek, I update. Take care people. BYE

You're the reason why I keep holding on. You're the reason why I keep smiling. You're the reason why I keep going on. You're the reason why I keep loving. (:

MORNING PEOPLE. SPREAD THE LOVESSSSSSSSSSS.

Siapa kamu nak hakimi manusia? Kalau mampu berbahasa Arab sekalipun, itu bukan penentu kamu golongan syurga. Saya sedar saya tak sempurna. Saya sedar saya tak sealim yang laen. Tapi saya punya iman. Saya sayang agama saya, saya sayang Tuhan saya. Kenapa perlu nak cakap macam diri sendiri dah sempurna, walhal tade seorang pon manusia dalam dunia ni yang sempurna. Saya mungkin jahil dalam sesetengah hal, tapi saya bukannya tak reti pasal agama. Ada yang saya tahu, saya maseh belajar, saya maseh tak tahu. Sudah tinggi sangat ke amalan mulia kamu sampaikan itu buat kamu pikir kamu adalah sempurna? Kamu jaga hubungan kamu dengan Dia, Alhamdulillah. Tapi hubungan kamu dengan manusia? Pernah kamu pikir, segala bende buruk yang kamu buat kt manusia laen tu ada balasannya juga? Kamu orang bijak pandai dalam hal hal agama, saya rasa kamu lebih arif tentang itu. Tiada gunanya ilmu tinggi, tp tiada manfaat. Saya sedar diri saya, tak bersekolah agama seperti kamu. Tapi sekurang-kuranganya saya sedar dimana salah saya, dimana kekurangan saya. Kamu? Pikirkanlah.

Peace.

When you runs out of everything, turn to Him. He will give you the answer. InshaAllah. (:

THIS IS A GIRL WHO AFRAID OF LOVE, BECAUSE SHE ALREADY LOST SO MUCH. :(

Sara Bareilles - King Of Anything

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see

You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.