Woke up with severe back pain. They are killing me softly everyday. Every single day. I think its being my routine to just bear with that. Pick up adik(s) after their school sebab ayah kene jumpa somebody tadi. Couldn't get up from the bed, but I have to. Picked them up, bought them lunch, and home. Alas. Aaahhh I forgot. My severe-up-to-almost-fainting-period-pain is back. And eventually buat back pain ni lagi teruk. Alahai. Tapelah. Dugaaaann. I remembered last time I'm this helpless, you were there. With me. Every second. Soothing me. Accompany me. But now, you're so busy, and I have no guts to bother you around acting so spoiled like before. Tapelah.

I'm sweating terribly. Pale. Shaking. And helpless.