When I'm not talking to you, doesn't mean that I hate you. I just need some spaces to let go of all the negativity in me. I'm not prefect, you see. Being emotional and unstable, well, that's what women are. I got to get a grip of myself first before catching up with you. I'm afraid, if I'm not strong enough, I'll let everyone around me down. I need to pick myself up first. I don't need you to understand my current condition, because all this, isn't what I am.