B, this one is for you. I purposefully choose the one without the lyrics and words because I believe that you're singing this without them. That's how I love you. Down with words but you know that I'm always loving you. :*
Aduhh.
Aduhh. Bertimbun homework. Tapi masih. Malam barula kelam kabut kan. Siang masa class gap tade reti nak bukak tgk buat ape yang patut. Goyang kaki je. Nah rasakannnn. Sampai sakit belakang tak terperi duk hadap homework. Ayat bm sangat. Kena buat essssssssssay lagi. Dah berapa tahun tak buat essay ni. Dah pulak, academic essay. Takboleh ada jargon, takboleh ada informal speech, takboleh bunga bungan cinta misha omar, aih, menduga beteii. Kang tiru buat plagiarism kang ha. Hihi. Selesai sudah sesi bebelan, sambung buat homework ayuhhh. Siap tak siap pedulikkk, nak tengok running man jgk malam ni. :P
Decline
My health is declining day by day. I hope its not going to go any way further than this. Sometimes, it kills me physically and psychologically. This moment reminds me of the past. When I was in my happiest period, it bite into it and never let me have that ever again. And now, when happiness is lingering around me, when I'm trying to get myself near Him, it starts all over again. A bit of frustration bring me no where but doom. Please Allah, let me get through this, one more time.
Kerenah manusia yang tidak pernah sudah. Kadang tergelak sendiri kadang menangis sendiri. Sudahla sudah. Kalau disukat kesabaran, pecah sudah meter hati. Istighfar. Sabar itu pendinding diri. Shaytan hakis itu setiap waktu. Istighfar. Cukupla hati. Jangan terasa lagi, jangan sedih lagi. Bila waktu hati rasa derita, ia rasa dekat dengan penciptanya. Bila waktu hati rasa bahagia, ia makin dekat dengan penciptanya. Yang terbaik sudah diputus Dia, langkahi dengan segala yang perlu.
Note to self. :')
Note to self. :')
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by Yasmin Mogahed "We must also realize that nothing happens without a purpose. Nothing. Not even broken hearts. Not even pain. That broken heart and that pain are lessons and signs for us. They are warnings that something is wrong. They are warnings that we need to make a change. Just like the pain of being burned is what warns us to remove our hand from the fire, emotional pain warns us that we need to make an internal change. That we need to detach. Pain is a form of forced detachment. Like the loved one who hurts you again and again and again, the more dunya hurts us, the more we inevitably detach from it. The more we inevitably stop loving it"
There will come a day when a person would be willing to give everything they ever loved, everything they ever owned, everything they ever chased in this life, everything between the heavens and earth...just for the chance to come back here and make just one sajdah (prostration). Just one.
Yasmin Mogahed.
Takfaham kenapa wujud keperluan untuk membanding bandingkan diri dgn org lain. Yermbandingkan itu bagus untuk memotivasikan diri. Tapi fikir balik, berbaloi ke untuk mencapai sesuatu kerana orang lain. Kenapa bukan kerana diri sendiri, kerana ibu bapa dan yang paling penting kerana Allah. Kan lebih manis begitu. :)
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I'm physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausted. But spiritually, I believe that its getting tougher and stronger than ever. I believe He is out there watching me, helping me in His own ways as much as He could. He is The One that always being by me, when others are running away and didn't keep their forever-promises. I never felt so alone, knowing that He is always accompanying me. That belief, keeps on holding on until now. :)
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