I am flawed. I have many flaws, too much even for me to handle. I am loud, sometimes harsh, normally fierce, seldom rude, terribly annoying, too straightforward, or in one simple sentence, I am the combination of all bad bad things. I don't want to, but this is who I am. I want to change, so much. So much that sometimes it broke me down. I want to be soft, I want to be everything that a woman should be. Hurt so many hearts, annoyed plenty of people, oh dear, trust me, I didn't mean that. Being me is just not good enough. I want to change and I know that it will cost me cosmic to change, as a manner of speaking. I just want to be good, to everyone, for myself, for my Lord. :I