I never know the right things to say, I hesitate, I choke, I hold back, I say sometimes say too much, I never can completely express myself with just words. I’m not a sweet talker, nor are my words a source of comfort. 

I guess I’m just the kind of person who expresses through actions rather than the usage of my tongue. 
I’m sorry you don’t get to hear what you want majority of the times but trust me, you’ll see it.