I haven't said yes neither have I said no. Please, don't put too much hope. I hate seeing people breaking down because of me, please don't manipulate that. You have so many beautiful things waiting for you ahead. You should have waited for that. If I being too nice to you, its just me.  Please, don't get misunderstood. I don't have the heart to hurt you, that's will be the last thing I want to do. You are my best friend and  I want to keep it that way, for now. 

May Allah grants you with everything and someone that you should have. :)