"jangan melihat ke atas, dengan itu kamu akan merasa sedih akan kekurangan diri.
lihatlah ke bawah, dengan itu kamu akan bersyukur dengan apa yang kamu ada"

tiba tiba teringat quotes tu. i think its time for me to stop grieving and crying.
sakit itu kan penghapus dosa. i might have a whole bundle of sins that somehow Allah gave me this sickness and pain for me to realize all the wrongdoings that i've done. kalau dibandingkan sakit mangsa gempa bumi di yogyakarta, mine is nothing. semoga mereka dilindungi. i wish i were there to help. i really am. my sincere condolences to them, may Allah bless them all. to my friends kt sana, take care of yourself.

grow up fathiah.