WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #3 (be different)

talk harshly, i might be rude to you. talk honestly, i might become your best friend. talk smartly, i might respect you. and talk softly, i might be falling in love with you. :) aumm. ;p

You know that feeling

When you're just waiting

Waiting to get home, to your room

Close the door, fall into bed

And just everything out that you kept in all day

That feeling of both relief and desperation

Nothing is wrong

But nothing is right either

And you're tired

Tired of everything

Tired of nothing

And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay

But no one's going to be there

And you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you

But you're tired of waiting

Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else

Tired of being strong

And for once

You just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved

But you know you won't be

But you''re still hoping and you're still wishing

And you're still staying strong and fighting

With tears in your eyes

You're fighting

- mimie dah pegi Egypt dah. dia pi amek barang dia kat sana nak bawak balik. SEMINGGU dia kat sana. I dah nak stat meroyan dah ni. tak biasa satu hari tak sembang ngan dia. :( I'll be missing her a lot. :I


- packnye schedule saya seminggu dua ni. nak pengsan. -____- kadang nak tido taknak bangun mandi taknak bangun drive. -___-


- my backpain is getting worse by time. edit gamba, buat design duk tercongok depan pc sejam pon lenguh semacam dah. rasa mcm nak patah belakang. :I

- ARRGHH. I rindu semua orang. mana dorang pegi ni. :(

SUGAR GLIDER.
DALAM PROSES MENAMBAH MINAT AYAH MENGENAI DIA. :D

Its been ages since I update blog ni. Semalam nak update tp kene buat yang wordless wednesday tu. Hehe. Banyakkk hal yang jadi last few weeks. Being miserable enough about being my trueself, about taking care of others heart who doesn't even bother to take care mine, met up with strangers yang eventually jadi rapat tak hengat, haha and more or less about being patience. Pening pale tgk calendar penuh ngan schedule. Kadang rasa macam nak tidooo je lelama kat hospital tu takyah nak amek kesah psl sume ni. Tapi mana boleh kan? Hmm. Rasa mcm nak duk senyaaapp je taoksah cakap ngan sapa sapa. Tapi mana boleh mcm tu. Hm. Kadang kadang being a total ignorance pon ada baiknya tapi alang alang gini, tak kan nak lupa kawan je kan. Tak contact satu hari pon rasa lain macam dah, ini pulak kalau nak buat muka masam taknak angkat call taknak reply texts. Haih. -____- Tapelah. I think I'm happy. For now. Yelah, under certain circumtances, menangis still hobi no 1. Memang tak reti nak express marah, sedih, kecewa apa semua melainkan nangis. Hahaha. Super lame.


OH. I'VE BEEN COUNTING DAYS TUNGGU CINTA HATI SEMUA BALIK. SYAMI BALIK DAH. IYEAH! MIRA PON. TUNGGU NIK, CENUN, NAKO, SYIMAH, ANA (are you coming home dear?), AND SEMUA YANG LAIN. Memang tak ah nak check result 5th june ni sbb takot merosakkan mood. Hahaha. Till then. :)

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #2