You know that feeling

When you're just waiting

Waiting to get home, to your room

Close the door, fall into bed

And just everything out that you kept in all day

That feeling of both relief and desperation

Nothing is wrong

But nothing is right either

And you're tired

Tired of everything

Tired of nothing

And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay

But no one's going to be there

And you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you

But you're tired of waiting

Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else

Tired of being strong

And for once

You just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved

But you know you won't be

But you''re still hoping and you're still wishing

And you're still staying strong and fighting

With tears in your eyes

You're fighting