This is the least of what I have to pay for what I aimed for. Pengorbanan. It demands more than just a homesickness. Grab almost all my souls. Diffuse almost all of my energy. I miss my parents so badly. Seriously. Last time when I was in MMU, the situation is nothing like this. Now, here, it's not the same. I'm not a baby anymore, I know that, but this is too much for me. All I want is going home. But, to do that, that is so not me. I don't want to burden my parents, not anymore. Kena kuat kena kuat, mannn I really have to brace myself. Really! Allah is always by my side. Knowing that, I have to keep strong, for I will let everyone's hopes down by behaving like such a baby. Hati kena kuat!