Sakit belakang macam tak pernah nak serik ja? -__- Pape jela. Dah terlalu berseronok seminggu dua ni. Bila nak masa nak focus study haih I don't know. Tiap masa stress. Haha. Masa tak stress? Masa makan. Dah bertambah koleksi orang yang cakap, 'tia dah gemuk ye sekarang?'. Maka jawapannya. 'a ah'. Haha. Kesahhh la. Ya saya akan kurus balik, err bila saya dah ready nak exercise tak buat kepala hangin macam sekarang. :D:D. My BMI sikit je nak normal. Bukan nye sikittt lagi nak obese pon. As long as my health is okay, and I think mungkin la okay sekarang, kot. Haha. Exam esok lusa tak reti nak insaf susahla. -.- Tell me when is the last time I faham pasal accounting, econs bagai ni? Tak pernah. Not having any basic in it bla bla bla. Ahh alasan malas kau tu fathiah. :P Kat library kena kurangkan online ni. Kena focus. Sekurangnya kalau kt rumah tak study, in fact, memang tak pon, kat library kenala ada effort nak study kan? Susah lah gini kalau 6 killer subjects minus the hard work, minus the class yang I ponteng, minus lagi masa main main, minus this and that, abis cane nak baiki cgpa jadi 3.7 nye punn. Taknak dah rosakkan rekod. :( Sekali kena, kemain rasa down nya. Haih, orang cakap yang I'm doing just fine, guys, you really need to know this, I bukan nya jenis yang suka berputus asa, but the thing is, I kalau dah jatuh, I susah nak bangun balik. Pardon my poor malay. Tu lagi satu I kena baiki, bm I bukannya teruk bagai nak pengsan punya tahap, tapi I feel so bad, not doing so well in my own bahasa. I dah mula baca buku melayu dah sekarang, to be exact, puisi and such, I rasa puisi melayu sangat puitis, they have the double and even multiples kind of meaning behind one sentence. Awesome much? Yes it is. Hihi. I'm trying my very hard here to keep on my emotional and spiritual at the same pace. I'm changing myself, not to much, not to fast, but I want to make sure that, if I did that, I nak benda tu berterusan. Susahnya nak maintainkan benda yang baik kan? Nak buat jahat senangnya. *ketuk kepala sendiri sebab terasa. I kena kerja kuat, kena kerja kuat. Kerja kuat bukannya malas, selalu nak bertangguh kan. *ketuk kepala sendiri lagi kuat sebab terasa. Till then, I nak tido dah. Tomorrow is going to be a new day, no? Pray for anything, expect less than nothing, have faith in everything. Much love. :)