Oh my. Lamaaanya tak borak panjang ngan nenek. My nenek is my wonderwoman. She's strong, kind beautiful (ehem ehem) and funnyyy. I bet you won't be snipping the talks kalau borak ngan nenek whom I called 'CHE'. Blergh. Give me 10 millions but I won't give you my Che. Gile pe. Sayang sampai syorga nii. Hehee. Hugging your beloved ones indeed makes your heart grow bigger. My Che is a very good hugger you see. Tehee. I love you Cheee! Muah.
Ya Allah.

The worst type of crying is when your lips start to shake and tears build up quickly and fall fast? You’re bent over or crouched trying to suck it in and not make any noise but it hurts too much to hold it so you let out a yelp and a cry then comes the loss of breath which sucks because not only you’re crying out loud but you think you sound dumb for not breathing too. It’s just a mess.It's just a mess. A mess that no one shall wipe it out. How terrible. -.-

No matter what I do, somebody gets hurt. Somebody will gets hurt.
April. Please be nice. Craps all those faggots. Let me breath the calmness of my soul.

To 'those' people, yes, you might be knowing me well, listening to my problems, life-stories and such, but that doesn't give you any credit to judge me or in fact, to be sympathy with me. Bear the talk, I won't be that easy to catch. If you think that by being my listener is going to put you in the high rank in my heart, you're absolutely and unequivocally wrong. Friendship is all the line that we have. Appreciating you doesn't mean I have to live the lie saying that I love you, ain't I? Like I said, you deserved better. Way better. I'm a torn girl, whom heart occupied with sadness. I'm useless. Sodding in my life is just the same as sodding away your future. For now, I'm just want to live my life. Peace. :)
Darling. Just so you know. I've let you go. Since before. And I'm still can't believe myself that I could be this strong to face you and acting like nothing's wrong. One thing you should really know, I'm happy as long as you are. Please be happy. That's all I want in return. :)
What should I do when my biggest strongest is you and my biggest weaknesses is you.